going on / snooozy Sunday

Mairgold made it very clear that she though of us as lazy blog slacker I gusss  we need a brake after she was gone and We continue we have lots to share but frist i need a snoozy Sunday

reflection

I just wanted to add this refection over the whole Marigold thing, If I had know Marigold had 4 mouths to live i would have never have adopted her and Mr B, If I never would have adopted them I would have never know her putt, her love, he sweet personalty, I would hve never know what it was like to cuddle with her. 

I would have never Got Mr B who I adore and keeps me laughing with all his food related antics. who has the best purr in the world the a loud mewo and you never been loved by a cat till it under 21lbs of cat.

If I had know she Had FIP earlier it just  would have made me worries more . It would have never change the out come. She still would have had to go home to Rose. It just would have ment more vet visit less time cuddling.

If I could change one thing I think the one lesson learned is say I love you more, I told her I loved her more. I told her I loved her all the time

If i had never had adopted her she would have spent her final days not knowing love. In the end she went form the arms of some one who loved her to he moon and back to the arms of some one have loved just as much.

I guess everyhing happens for a reson. In the end I was blessed for a short time by a wonderful cat.                                                                  

RIP skeexix

Gosh this week sucks

And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And I would have liked to have known you
But I was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend ever did

God only takes the Best .... for my sweet Marigold

God saw you getting tired
and a cure was not to be
so he put his arms around you
and whispered,
"Come to Me"

With tearful eyes we watched you
and saw you pass away
and although we love you dearly
we could not make you stay.

A Golden heart stopped beating
hard working paws at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best

Fly free sweet Marigold with your golden wings Fly free right up to Rose arms. I love you and will keep you in my heart you were the very very best !!!!  I feel lucky to have had you for such a short time

Good bye sweet Mairgold It time to be with Rose

Dear sweet Marigold,

I only loved you for a short time but the moment you were put into my heart even before my hands i loved you. I rember when i said i take you how my frist thought was How lucky and I to be getting a girl Ginger I always wanted a girl ginger after a handful of boy gingers. Girl ginger are hard to find and should not be passed up.

You were the very frist one to come out and love me while Burty hid under the bed you were in my lap the frist night and already way into my heart.  I loved sharing luch with you my lunch never seemmed to sand a chance with you. You never asked you just took right off the plate. You loved your roasted chicken and toona  I ember you frist toona greenie boy did you love those.

I miss my mairgold couch cuddle time you loved to sleep beween me and the arm of the couch there was alway just enough space for you then i cover us both with a blanket and we just nap toghter. At night when evern one was ready to sleep you sit on the top of the couch waiting for me to pet you. Y

Your were the sweetest little cat in the world and you blessed my life for such a short time I never forget you.

I already think it funny that you were so hard to get picuters of the boys would just let you but not you. You pull out the phone carma and away you run.  I loved when you shared food bowl with Burty and pushed him out of the way. You always let the boys know when you need your space but also would let them love you when they needed to

In the end of the day you were on Lone from Rose. She let me have you and be blessed by you but now it time for me to let you go to her. I know how much she loved you thats the only thing that keeps me going though ths is knowing that Rose is waiting for you and that when you cross you may not be in my arms any more but you will be in  Rose.  I will carry you in my heart. I told you had a forever home. I was not kidding but sometime things get in the way of forever. So now sweet girl  it my time to bye. You have gained pretty golden angle wings  and flew right up to rose were you will be in her arms forever. You went strait from my arm to hers . I love you Now and i love you for ever. Thank you for blessing me even if it were 3 short mouths I still adore you so Much!!!!
 

Love and kisses untill we met again

your second moma Laura

Sweet Marigold

I not rely sure what to say so i guess i get to the truth. Marigold has stoped eating she sniff it and walk was she look like she very nausea she on all sorts of supportive meds non are helping we are about 98% sure it FIP wet form. I  do not see much of a point in puttting her though alot more just for me. She still jumping and responds to her name but she can't go on much longer. I talked to the vet last night and i said It was time to think about stopping.

I talked it over with Marigold and told her if this is FIP then she needs to go to rose. I think the only thing that makes me feel even a little better is knowing that rose is waiting for her with open arms .

So here are my plans if a mercial happen between now and Sunday then it happens but if it dose not then on Sunday I will go out to tufts say my goodbyes and do what needs to be done. I know Dr C wants to talk to me but i feel that she can't live her for me. I can't be gready. I can't take her home have her leave again and just upset everyone

Unforitly all my family has washed there hands of this and said I told you so and will not go with me. So i have to do this my self. I might need to find somewere in the area for the night as i not sure i be able to drive home. 

Burty sleeeps in her spot alot now i think he knowa i caught maxie in a few of her faviort spots it hard ro look at the winodow and know she not there

In the shot time i had her  i loved her but  she was a on lone to me from Rose and now it time to give her back to her real mom.  I know rose went though this with Cathi. I think in the end Marigold loves me and she needs rose.

Pray for Marigold

I feel Marigold maybe getting ready to go to rose she eaten only a few bits she hiding under the couch alot  and is not right. They think she may have FIP brought on by all the stress I think she need the one thing i can't be Rose. I loved her so much in the short time. I am taking her to tufts please pray for maricales for Marigold. I know mu shue is watching it raining

wordless wednessday

toes on tuseday

it a good thing mama loves these two sets of toes a lot

Man cat monday starting Mr B

Once there was an old cat who loved a shoe He was driving his mama Crazy so she did not know what to do .

Today I going to start a new thing What did the Ginger man cat do Now?

This  week this stars Me Mr B. when i start to seach for food  it game on things get broken and i can't help it if i am not peetiee and small like marigold  I am cute in my own  Gingery man cat kind of  That being said yesterday damage on the food hunt 6 coffee mugs 3 slada place 1 lamp then i sctached the couch beat up marigold well she started it scratched and Bit Mama over the inhalor  I think thats It by the way I cracked a tooth last night and mama has a call in to the vet

Happy brithday Mama Garce

Happy Brithday Mama Grace thanks for being the best mama cat evre lots of love 

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Mr B and Marigold we help you celbarte after nap time